The resilient YouTuber opened up about how she’s trying to feel happy again — and more creative — in the wake of such a major life event. And if you’ve ever felt downtrodden and uninspired for ANY reason, you’ll relate so hard. “In all seriousness, guys, I am in need of some spark in my life; that’s why I’m going for this stormy look.” “You look absolutely gorgeous Nikkie” wrote another. “You’re such an inspiration. Prayers for Mikai.” “I think your little brother would be very proud of you and what you do,” wrote a third.

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